...Well not just because I havent switched up my style in FOREVER!! Not just because I have no real discernable personal "style" at all...not just because the call for a more personalized "me" is calling from the depths of my soul, but because of two occurences that happened less than 12 hours apart.
Setting: Last night on the couch with my man.
Me: I am so lazy, I dont feel like washing anything...so I am going to wear "the" skirt tomorrow. (few minutes elapses and I feel anxiety)
Me: I can't believe I am going to wear a skirt tomorrow.
Nard: You should wear more skirts, you look very good in them. Besides, whats the big deal...you ARE a girl. (he says this as IF I dont know *sigh*) But come to think of it...you dont do ANYTHING that girls do. Dress up...comb your hair!
Me: Sticking tongue out! But definately taking it in. He notices. How would he not?...but he SAID something. *Sigh*
Fast forward to today...My office manager is walking toward me...she excitedly exclaims with MUCHO ENTHUSIASM!!! "Oh that is SO COOL what you've done with your hair!!!"
Me: Copnfused look, because all I did was make my puff a bit higher today. (yes I was rushing again)
Her (upon closer examination-with slight disappointment): "Oh thats just the ribbon in your hair"...then she adds hopefully, "I thought you had burgundy highlights".
Me: Okay, Okay I get it!!!! I NEED a change. SIGH!
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I can't wait to hear about the new changes. :)
I know I am way late on this post, but I have not been reading as many blogs as I would like lately and blogger has been tripping about allowing me to post comments (holy run-on setence).
I know how you feel about wanting a change. I have been wanting to do something drastic with my hair for sooo long. I would love to go natural may be even have locs. I also need a change in style, but I really don't know me well enough to figure out what style I want...sigh.
Tsiporah
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