"Things"

I love straight flowing hair, but I wear mine natural and in a puff.
I love chic, fashionable clothing, but I wear *sigh*.
I love to love, but I avoid it like the plague.
I love to have "real" conversations, but I keep things superficial.
I love manicured nails and feet, but I keep biting my nails off.
I love unique beautiful things, but I buy dull monotonous things.
I love healthy living, but I dont subscribe to my love anymore. I fight my loves tooth and nail. I dont want to be who I know I am...I am fighting...and I am winning and losing at the same time. I think I am SKITZO!!!